27/06/2013

The day has came!!!! The most worried day for me in my life!!! The result!!!

The doctor has confirmed that my blood level went down! I'm confirmed that lm miscarriage! I'm shock! I'm upset! I wanted to cry out loud! I'm so heart pain! I wanted to faint!

Question keep coming out of my mind!!!

WHY? WHY? WHY? 

Why is this happening to ME ME ME???

Our baby are GONE!!! Forever gone le!!!

Keep crying non-stop again! Sleepless night again! Dun feel like eating too!!!!

26/6/2013

This date was another worried day for me too! Had been thinking a lot of things. Crying non-stop too!

Worried this & worried that! Can't eat! Can't sleep! Just dun know what l can do to keep my baby safe in my stomach! Praying so so so hard!!! 

Keeping talking to my baby! Feel like lm crazy! But lm not! I still can't feel the baby! 

25/6/2013

This date was the most worried day for me because the nurse called me early in the morning to tell me my result is out! 

And also to tell me confirmed that lm pregnant! Which lm so happy! But worry too because that day doctor say they can't see the baby that's why need blood test. 

This time round they need to do more scanning to find where is the baby actual place at? 

So after all scanning done we have to wait for about 2 hours for the result to be out! The doctor also calculate my menses and say if l did not tell her the wrong period date l should be 8 weeks preggie le. 

When the result was out lm so worry! The doctor say still can't see the baby and the location! Makes me even worried more & more! 

Then the doctor say maybe l miscarriage! When l heard that! I almost wanted to faint! How can this happen to me! At first we were so happy when doctor say lm preggie now doctor tell me maybe I miscarriage? 

So doctor decided to do another blood test again to see if it's really miscarriage or not! So l need to go back to hospital on 27/6. My hand is painful! But my heart is even more painful!!!

24/6/2013

This date was the most terrible day for me in my life!!! 

I had so so so much pain that day! It hurts me so badly! Till I had to took a cab home from my work place which is at Paya Lebar. My sis accompany me home. 

I was in pain till l have to wait for my hubby to come back home to bring me go hospital! 

After all the check-ups done! I was so shock! The doctor say I'm pregnant!!! I'm so happy that l can't believe & dun know how to react! But at the same time I'm so worried as lm bleeding non-stop!!!

At first l thought what had happen to my menses? It came since 1st of June! Till now still not over yet! And lm in so much pain than usual menses! And it also bleed so much & non-stop too! Which l think l have to go hospital this time!!! 

Had to take my blood for test & also take my blood clots for test too!!! 

Then went back home to wait for the blood test report & result! 

Stress! Busy! Tired!

Had not been blogging since last Sunday if in not wrong. Lol! 

Nothing much happening on Sunday as I'm usually at my in law house. Went out for dinner at Tiong Babru. Then fil fetch us back. 

Took this pic at in law house cos boring & nothing to do.

Monday school started after 9 days of holiday. Lol! Handed up our module 4 assignment. What's more? New assignment again for module 5. Which is also our last module! Hurray!

Tuesday as usual 2nd day lesson! Nothing much. Classmates start exchanging each others contact number. Not only to keep in touch with each other also to encourage each other in our coming pracitcuum too! 

Wednesday which is today! Finish last lesson meaning we are done with our lesson left with pracitcuum and we are all done! Waiting for PASS/FAIL before we can go on to next course. Lol! 

Before we ended our class we take a few group photos. 

Looks like a happy family! Lol! 

Nice knowing everyone in class even with our lecturer too! Love u gals! Thanks everyone & Ms Nurull. 

Hope to see u gals at next course again! Lol! 

Will end my day now! Got to wake up early tomorrow. Will try to blog later. Nites! 

Busy days!

Been so busy this few days that's why I can't manage to blog. 

Wednesday I went movie with my sis in law, niece & my hubby. We watch 3D Jurassic park at vivo city.

After movie we had dinner at vivo. After dinner we go window shopping. 

Thursday busy doing our assignments with my sis at my house. After finish doing our assignments I went back to my  parents house with my sis. Nothing much after that.

On Friday is a busy day for our family because all our relatives came over for my grandma's death anniversary praying. We finish up everything very late. Have to clear & clean everything. Luckily hubby help us too. If not will finish everything later. I even did manicure for my aunties because they going hk today to attend my hk cousin's wedding. So sad that my whole family can't make it to go. Wish them happy marriage! 

As for today I stay at parent's house till after dinner then went back home because I have to wait for the Singtel person to come install fibre. Actually our appointment is 2-4pm, but the guy came veri early. So everything finish very early. After hubby went out with dad to go Ikea to get rack for toilet. 

When they reach home hubby had to help dad to drill holes in the toilet to hang the rack. Hubby had a very tiring day 2day. Thanks dear for everything. Love u so much! You are my everything! 

They also bought chicken rice back for dinner. So after dinner we pack our stuffs to get ready to go back home. Don't feel like going back home. Lol! Had so much fun at parent's house. Miss my doggies now le. They will always make us happy no matter what they do. Lol! 

Will end my day now. Sweet dreams! Zzz! Will blog again later if I'm not tired! Will be going in law house later. See you! 

Busy Tuesday!

Wake up early today again. Planning to bring Mickey see doctor in the morning but turn out to be in the afternoon. Went to Mount Pleasant with my sis & dad.

Poor Mickey got urine problem due to bacteria. He won't want to go urine until we bring him to the newspaper. He will endure the whole night. So doctor give him medication and see whether he will recover a not. If not maybe it's due to change if behavior. Hope he will recover after he finish his medication lor. Get well soon baby. 

Then at night meet hubby at JP for dinner & do some marketing at NTUC. Also went Pets Station to Flea & Tick collar my babies. 

Just reach home after shopping for all those stuffs. Going to unpack all those things then will end my day with a bath & head to bed le. Super tired! Tomorrow another busy, tired & happy day again. Lol

See you tomorrow! Sleep tight & sweet dreams everyone! Zzzzz! 😘

Monday blues!

Woke up earli today again! Can't go back sleep even if I'm tired. 

Went out to Westmall to meet up my sis, mum & her friends. We had lunch there cos my mum strike 4D lor. Lol! Congrats mum! HUAT ah! Win more more k! 

After lunch we took a cab down to bugis to go praying. Then after that we walk back to bugis for shopping. Went to TonyMoly

This is what l bought while shopping there. The mask is a free gift. 

Next we went JCO to get donuts! 

This is what l have for dinner. Now only left with this. Maybe hubby will finish it later when he's hungry. Or tomorrow breakfast. Lol! 

That's my day for today! Going to bath now. Have a glass of orange juice that hubby make for me. So sweet of him. thanks dear. And will end my day! Zzzzzz! 

See you tomorrow! 

Tiring Sunday!

Woke up quite early this morning! Can't sleep back! Am feeling so tired the whole day. 

Decided to have our lunch at holland village. From there take bus to in law house. For the past few weekends been  busy lately with assignment so did not go in law's house. Had our dinner there just now.

After dinner decided to watch Ah boys to men 2. Funny show but did not manage to finish watch it as we need to rush home because its like going to rain veri heavily le. 

Now on the bus on the way going back home. Hope it will not rain till we reach home. 

Will end my day early tonight again as I'm feeling so tired & sleepy. Tomorrow another new day. Good night!  

Happy & Busy Saturday!

Both babies are at my house since yesterday. Because my parent's house having toilet renovation. Today is the last day.

Prepare our dinner & also my babies dinner & supper too. Yummy! Healthy too!

Been really very busy lately with my sch & assignments. Never ending assignments! These are what we have done lately! Happy! Cute! Nice! 

2 more assignments to do + a pracitcuum & I'm done with my Fundamentals Certificate in Early Childhood Care & Development course le! Hurray! But I'm so so so worry about my pracitcuum! Hope can make it & pass with rainbow colors too!

Will end my tired & sleepy day soon with a nice cold bath. Tomorrow a brand new day again! See you! 😘